As tagged by jong. At heto na ang aking top 10...

#10 - When I have spare money for everything else (because I rarely have a chance to have that much)

#9 - Thinking about my crush / my date

#8 - Vacation!!

#7 - When I'm with my friends

#6 - Birthdays, Christmases, New Years

#5 - When I finish a job (especially after all those fraustrating, work-related problems)

#4 - Nature walks along beaches, mountains or any place with lots of trees and plants

#3 - When somebody makes me feel that I am not alone

#2 - When I get a greeting card or letters (a gift is a plus!)

#1 - When I get a hug, a kiss or an AFFIRMATION (man, how I love these stuff)

I Tag Nix, Onat, sp00fed and anyone who wants it.

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Some people forgot to be happy.  hmm... (like me?) lol.

In the past, you've had to contact me to set your own custom domain. This is no longer the case - I've added a new page in the control panel (Settings > Set Custom Domain) which lets you set your own domain name. I've updated the documentation page with instructions on how to set-up your Tabulas to use a domain name.

Nilalagnat ako.

Galit ilang kliyente dahil may nagawa akong palpak.

Nasira yung isang website na ginagawa ko.

Tambak mga trabaho.

Amp namaaaan!

Naiyak na ko kanina.

13th month pay is just a few weeks away! I'm thinking of what should I do with it. Actually, I only have 3 things in mind:

• a Quad Core PC
• PSP
• iPod

I really need a PC badly. Maybe I should just bring my broken laptop to a repair shop, then buy a PSP or iPod. That's the most practical plan I could think of right now.

Baka may mga kaibigan akong nakakabasa nito. Di naman ako mahirap regaluhan. Kahit anong mula sa puso ay pwede. hehehe.

"Dream Again"

starring Sorimachi Takashi as Ogi Shunsuke / Asahina Takaya
Kato Ai as Ninomiya Satsuki
Shida Mirai as Fujimoto Hina

Another J-drama starring Sorimachi Takashi, who also starred in GTO live. He's really, really good as expected. You guys should watch this one. Too bad it has only ten tear-jerking episodes.

I have a pile for anime and J-drama CDs waiting to be watched. I just wish I have time for this.

Yeah, that sounds just right. I gotta hit myself hard enough to wake up. I guess this is as close to a pride check as anyone would try to classify this. I dunno. I'm just blabbering as we speak. I dare not place this where anyone in the Material Plane could access of they choose to. I mean, none of the people or "friends" that I see every day traverse the Plane of Shadow or they probably have found some other plane or material plane in which they have migrated to.

Anyway. So I tried applying "upstairs". I got called. Did the demo. Apparently, since my destruction from the Material Plane of Toril, and while I was in spirit mode, my skills got rusted. If I would apply a D&D3.5 term here, you could call it...gaining a negative level. Yeah, I guess that's the closest for anyone who would care to interpret that. Since I'm all rusted, I dont think my demo had enough ammo to have the people from the Clockwork Nirvana of Mechanus to revive me. I could blame this on several people but I think I wont. I think this time around, I will admit to failure.

Yeah, that's what this is. An admission post of sorts. I think this is the year that I will hate the most. True, some good things did happen but a lot more shitty events happened. And from what I've learned so far, it's not enough that the ruler of Toril has seen to my destruction. She wishes to have my spirit consumed as well. I dont know what to do anymore. There are other options, yes. But they both pale in comparison to the Clockwork Nirvana of Mechanus and the Material Plane of Toril (at this point I'd say it's Abier [post-Spellplague]).

Now, you might ask, why do I think I failed? The petitioners for Mechanus all went through the same initial process that I did. What happened after was different. And I think that is something to consider. I probably am getting ahead of myself (as always) but it's always better to assume that. I will need to prepare for my presence in Arborea. That's not to say I am giving up hope, but mahirap na umasa. And so, prepare I shall.

I dunno. I guess I'm just thinking out loud. But this is my time to prepare. Nasaktan lang ako sa prospect na maangatan pa ako ng mga mauuna sa akin. Hindi ko sinasabi na hindi nila deserve yun. Qualified naman sila eh. Ang masakit dun, ako yung stuck. Yung hindi na nakaalis at umangat. Ang masama pa dun, nag-regress pa. Yes, this is totally my fault. I am blaming myself for this. And one of the reasons why I'm saying this here in the Plane of Shadow is masakit at mahirap na maging masaya ka na nakaangat sila. Hindi ka rin naman pwedeng magalit dahil wala kang karapatan. Hindi mo pwedeng ipakita na hindi ka masaya kasi ampanget naman nun, rude. So ngiti ka sa labas pero todo ang bitterness pag mag-isa ka na.

Ewan. Siguro kailangan ko na lang talaga mag-focus sa mga importanteng mga bagay and keep up appearances kung kinakailangan. A solution should present itself soon. I just have to relearn my skills and be patient.

i thought of you today
its about more than 3 years since we last saw each other
i wonder how you are right now
i guess you're doing okay - this is what you really wanted - to get away from your old self, from your old friends.
don't get me wrong, i don't think i'still have feelings for you..that is sooo high school =)
im just wondering how my "true friend" is..since you don't really wanna have a list of BEST friends.
But you know what?
You will always be my mulder - my best friend - the only one who can really surprise and read me.
its been 3 years since we saw each other - 3 years since i greeted you a happy birthday in person -even on text.
We may have no means of immediate communication - but we know both houses and you know im always here.
i miss you friend, i have a lot of things to tell you.

you take care always.

Happy Birthday and may you have a good one.

love,
jinggay